growing...
slowly growing

changing...
ever so slightly

dreaming...
as the pain subsides

trapped...
within a box

oxygen...
slowly depleting

hoping...
something will change

lying...
to myself and others

loving...
an empty someone

I have not had a very good week. So far I have almost lost my fiance, I got in a car accident, and well fuck, isn't that enough? Anyways, I finally uploaded two of my watercolors that I have been meaning to upload for quite some time now. I also finished a drawing that I am very proud of, It has been uploaded. I'm waiting for some comments on it, even if they are bad. Please just comment on it! anyways, I guess that is it for now. My winter break sux ass.

i was tired of my old journal, so here's a new one... BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!

ok im done now...

I've been doing a lot of photography lately.... so I will have some of that up shortly.... I don't know why I even write in this... its not like anyone accualy reads it.... heres an experiment... if you accualy read this... then send me a note or something saying that you did... i just want to know for sure if anyone accualy reads this... thanx

hmmmm I think im gonna start working with alittle more color in my pieces... start working on a slightly different style than that I've been doing the past week... It has been in my experience that for a beginning artist, the best thing to do is try new things... those would be my words of wisdom for the day... oh and DONT DO DRUGS!