...this is my mind...I've been attempting to expand my talent in the 3D world... I would like to expand myself alittle, but for some reason or another my mind seems to be stuck in 3Ds max mode. I would like to create some collages in photoshop, but I have no idea what I would make them of, and I have no idea where to start... it really sux to have an artistic idea but not being able to act upon it. I think its time I start moving away from the 3D art for awhile, and focus on my drawing/photoshop skills... However, this is easier said than done. My mind has been extremely cluttered lately therefore I havn't been able to focus on one thing. Maybe I should start focusing on my photography again? If I were to do this, then I could take those photos, scan them in and make a collage out of those... But again, I have no idea of what to do... I would like to try some portraits, but everytime I try and take a picture of my girlfriend, I get "side tracked". I want to start doing more dark stuff... I guess thats a start... I am somewhat tired of working with all these colors. I want something that will express my true feelings... wait no, nevermind... my true mind, and thoughts, thats what plagues me... hmmmm... sounds like a good theme... decaying, deserted mind... sounds dark... I like it... maybe I'll go with it. If you see something on here similar to what I just described, then it worked and I went with that idea... well good luck to me. I'm going to need it......do not be confused...
...life is nothing without her...
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